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Every now and then I fall
Every now and then I lose control
In your eyes I see your thoughts surrounding me
And I’ve a little bit of thought for you

'Cause every now and then I fall a bit behind
Every time I stare into your eyes
‘Cause every now and then I fall a bit behind
Every time I stare into your eyes

Your thrills I find
It’s not hard to be left behind
So I’ll run, you’ll hide
We know better than to stay outside

You’re cold and your awake
You said I should have never have stayed
But there’s no better place for me

'Cause every now and then I fall a bit behind
Every time I stare into your eyes
‘Cause every now and then I fall a bit behind
Every time I stare into your eyes

Today - the most devastating day in my entire life. I feel like I’ve lost everything. Everything. I don’t have anything to call my own anymore. I’m feeling so down and my confidence level just went straight down to hell. For a moment, my heart aches. The next, it doesn’t. And then, I burst. It is so bad that I have to put on fake smiles, fake laughs in front of everyone so they don’t get worried. I can’t let anyone see how I am, especially my mother. She’ll be really sad and I don’t want her to be sad. I’m really at the bottom this time. I don’t know how long I can survive but this is only the beginning. The road is tough, I can only blame myself because I chose this road and there is no turning back at all. I can only trust that God will show me the way.

  Edna St. Vincent Millay (via larmoyante)

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